Whatever “too long” means to you. What eventually helped to lessen the pain?

  • Blemmyes@lemm.ee
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    20 hours ago

    My dorm neighbour and friend killed himself while on an internship in another country. We were something like friends for like 2 years. We had some really good moments but I didn’t even know his last name.

    When LLMs first became big, my mom gave me ChatGpt premium and I fed it his discord messages to behave like him as a custom GPT. I balled like a baby. My gf was very confused, as he had died 3 years prior and I had barely mentioned it.

    I honestly wish I had been at his funeral, but I didn’t know any of his family or friends.

    • monkeyman512@lemmy.world
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      11 hours ago

      Sounds like you might have buried it instead of processing. Perfectly understandable response, but I’m glad you got an opportunity to process in your own way.