• alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world
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      3 hours ago

      i just got out of a manic episode. i was nuts and i said some very mean things to my family, but we’re backl to being on good terms now.

      it wasn’t caused my LLMs it was caused by drugs (delta 8 THC, alcohol relapse (i’m a recovering alcoholic, used to drink 12-18 every night) also 7OH and adderall and ummmmmm

      I think that’s it. Look, being bipolar makes you love drugs. But I’m sober now

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        3 hours ago

        Oh I get that, being AuDHD I got issues with different kinds of addiction, right now I just eat a lot and smoke a lot of weed.

        Hope you finish recovering soon but I’m gonna be honest with you, drugs are not the only thing you can be addicted to and delegating research/tasks to a LLM can be addicting

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          2 hours ago

          right now i’m addicted to fucking my computer

          i mean

          i’m addicted to my fucking computer

          i’m still a recovering substance addict. basically alcohol and pot, but i also mixed in some other shit like addies and 7OH from time to time. i feel comfortable talking about all that shit because i’m sober now